I want to thank you, before I get too deep into my self pity to remember to do it, for being there for me. For reading my endless rants, believing that I can do better, and letting me know it. You are appreciated - those of you I know, and those of you I don't know.
It will get better. I know it will. And I am going to do things to make it better for myself. But I will still need to heal and process. Please be patient with me. Someday, and hopefully soon, I will start going out on truly horrible dates and have lots of funny stories to tell. But for the next few weeks, I'm going to probably be wallowing a little bit. Stick with me.